"So much past inside my present."
Feist
The misconception that all of my lessons would be played out as I aged, has left me discouraged. The experts advise to leave the past behind, but how can anybody do this when lessons continue to surface? I sincerely believe I have fully addressed old trauma until it it shows up as darkness, once again.
I have emptied my baggage, healed my wounds, and live comfortably with my scars. I have cleansed both my inner and outer so many times, I should be raw. I have engaged in ways to renew and recharge, but approaches seem to dwindle.
Walking on hot coals of fire, I envisioned a purging of all personal darkness. Through energy work, I leniently forgave others and begged for forgiveness of my own thoughtless actions. Using hypnotherapy, I endeavored to reprogram any old patterns. And yet, here I am ... still human after all.
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