Honest Expression to Succeed

"There is undoubtedly a close connection 

between your thinking and creation; however,

creating from ego severely limits the scope of

your power and enjoyment."

Eckhart Tolle

A piece of art created by ego will display colors and objects we think other people might be drawn to.  An artistic display of our own imaginative powers will be pleasing to our inner self, not to win the approval or acceptance of others. When we are operating from ego, relationships whether at work or home, we eventually grow tired of not being fulfilled ourselves.  We are not fulfilled as our partner or employee probably have no idea of what our true desires expect. In many situations, we may not even know we are working from ego and we may not be aware of our personal wishes.  It is not difficult to lose our way while trying to move forward in life.  We make promises such as,  "Once I get a promotion I will ...".  We put our needs or acts of nurturing on the bottom of our prioritized list.  This must change.  We must honor our inner self in order to know how to truly honor others.

Little Eyes and Unconditional Love

"Love is the most important.

The most necessary human

emotion. Not just romantic

love. Love. The ability of 

human beings to connect."

Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie

There is much to be learned about love from children.  They want to engage us so they use their imagination to create wonderful stories.  Unexpectedly, they throw little arms around us smothering us in kisses or tight hugs.  The wee ones are also truth tellers as they have yet to learn about lying to please others.  

The kiddos learn from compassionate parents.  They learn  to share toys just as they share food.  The team of partners are scrutinized by the little eyes watching every private and social behavior.  All of this, of course, is to be housed in unconditional love.

Toothless and drooling babes are magnets to strangers.  The unknown person immediately breaks into a warm smile and responds with loving words.  This which is displayed is common human love that all people deserve.  For a moment, imagine, our world if all of our exchanges were offered unconditionally. Let us revive our natural human instincts of love towards one and other.

Jump Start A New Opinion ...

"When you take care of yourself,

it helps us all."

Nick Ortner

The Tapping Solution

The once promoted idea that taking care of your lovely self was selfish is thankfully being replaced by the practice of nurturing personal values and needs.  If you assist your self into becoming a better  individual, the goodness will reflect on to others.  You will set an example and perhaps, you will inspire others.  The best part, however, is the connection you develop between body, mind and spirit.

Receiving gifts from one other is wonderful, but how many times do you wish it had been something else?  If you had used your voice asking for a massage instead of a dozen roses, everyone is impacted.  The person giving the gift might feel more on target and together you please each other.

Dig out an old piece of jewelry you love and wear it as a reminder that you are under construction  refurbishing your inner glow.  Each time you become aware of the piece around your neck or arm, immediately pause to speak to your inner self.   Things like:  "I am beginning to see the real me," or "My compassion is growing," or "It feels so good to be extra kind."  Placing your hand over your heart will jump start a new opinion of you!

Shattered Pieces Fall From the Sky

"Rain makes me feel less alone.  All rain is,

is a cloud-falling apart, and pouring its shattered

pieces down on top of you. It makes me feel better

to know other things in nature can shatter."

Lone Alaskan Gypsy

Fear is usually the culprit keeping me from venturing forward.  My cycle continues to be an astonishing high that slips into disillusion, then leading to a darkness while liquid criticism leaks between the cracks of my well being.  My creativity and witnessed imaginings become crushed beneath the weight with barely a flicker of my flame.

Rain falls from the sky and I spontaneously plant my bare feet on the sodden grass.  I allow the wetness to soak my hair and run down my arms as the wind spirals, spinning droplets to cleanse my body.  I feel so alive and connected. My face lifts and welcomes the shattered pieces pouring from the sky.

I feel whole once again, so I align my values and needs to guide me towards creative expression.  My sense of connection easily releases layers of self imposed blankets of protection.  I experience the power of being me ... still imperfect, but spirit driven!

Harsh Flash Back

 

"We cannot be effective if we continue to cling to the old ways, 

the old strategies, the old assumptions."

George Barna

This morning I heard the plea of a friend for the world to go back to the way it was, and as I respect her, for an instant I agreed.  Then after a pause, I disagreed whole heartedly.  I have no desire to go back to the way the world has been politically, religiously, and socially.

When I now look at the past I am looking through a broader scope encompassing the injustices.  I did not know at the time that bombs were being dropped on Blacks in the USA.  I did not know that legal immigrants were treated with unnecessary cruelty.  Nor was I aware that Native Americans were being corralled and intentionally killed.

On a personal level, I had already been programed to believe that men were better than women, that women belonged in the home as property of the male.  Women did not need to know about politics or make religious decisions.  I have been told repeatedly that only Roman Catholics were going to go to heaven.  I was aware of the undercurrent between priests and altar boys, as well as sexual abuse by relatives, neighbors, or strangers to females of all ages.  Why would I have any desire to return to witness Mother Nature's gifts being raped, polluted, and destroyed?

Connect the Dots

"Life is a sum of all your choices. So what are you going to do today?"                           Albert Camus

There is a major difference between allowing life to just happen, and being in the present as life unfolds.  Our choices impact our perceptions.   With an open mind and an awareness for direction we must be curious and creative with what unfolds.  Rather than painting by number, life is more about connecting the dots.                                                            

Gathering new ideas or suggestions as they occur, begin to create a weaving. We can use discernment to discard which threads are too coarse or too faded.  We need not hesitate in choosing some contrasting colors as we want a life with character and depth.  A few bright ideas outside of the box stirs the magic of life.  

When we hold our lovely selves accountable, becoming the master of our unfolding, we will still find loop holes and stumble upon snags.  Trusting our version of life can attract others to assist in propelling us forward.  Stay awake in each moment while gathering and creating the life that stirs the soul.

No Longer Waiting

NO LONGER WAITING

Poem by Mary Ann Perrone

I am no longer waiting for a special occasion; 

I burn the best candles on ordinary days.

I am no longer waiting for the house to be clean; 

I fill it with people who understand that even dust is Sacred.


I am no longer waiting for everyone to understand me; 

It’s just not their task
. 

I am no longer waiting for the perfect children; 

my children have their own names that burn as brightly as any star.


I am no longer waiting for the other shoe to drop; It already did, and I survived.


I am no longer waiting for the time to be right; the time is always now.


I am no longer waiting for the mate who will complete me; I am grateful to be so warmly, tenderly held.


I am no longer waiting for a quiet moment; 

my heart can be stilled whenever it is called.


I am no longer waiting for the world to be at peace; 

I unclench my gra

I am no longer waiting to do something great; 

being awake to carry my grain of sand is enough.

I am no longer waiting to be recognized; I know that I dance in a holy circle.


I am no longer waiting for Forgiveness. I believe, I Believe

******

A lovely poem by Mary Anne Perrone, NO LONGER WAITING offers new affirmations.   
We must begin to live again without fear.  
We can all adjust life styles to meet healthier living for a better future. 
Change begins with me......
Virginia's Voice

Shift Allegiance

"We must shift our allegiances from fear to curiosity,

from attachment to letting go, from control to trust,

and from entitlement to humility."

Angeles Arrien

As time slowly passes, we begin to unfold our wings with upmost caution.  Is it really time to return to what was normal or are we courageously adapting life style to avoid further health issues?  Some households have taken one step back into a healthy routine, but caution hovers. 

If we can emotionally and physically rearrange our routines or at the very least creatively approach life through newer projections embracing diversity, we will be helping all others realign.  How hard is it to reduce approach to simple kindness? Can we listen without desire to change opposing views?   If we can shift fear out of the control seat and hold trust firmly, it would be possible to become  family dwelling upon sacred ground.

If we can shift our allegiance away from fear, the status of life situations will be less distorted and therefore, enhanced.  If we hold our individual self accountable, change begins.  One by one, we can base our life upon trust and kindness.  Let us shift our focus and begin ...

This Will Be My Peace

"The very least you can do in your life is figure out

what you hope for. And the most you can do is live

inside that hope.  Not admire it from a distance but

live right in it, under its roof."

Barbara Kingsolver

There is nothing worse than a person being carried through life as though he is riding on an escalator.  Maintaining tunnel vision or simply not caring about anything, he is moved through life as though he were a puppet.  The opposite would be if he were to unrealistically cling to impossible fantasies with repetitious disenchantments.  He would create a life filled with drama.  So, how does one determine purpose and interject it into every day life?

I no longer sit and wonder, 'what if' and then try to imagine the future.  I have given up wondering when leadership will finally be for the good of all men.  I have discontinued calculating what major event would initiate everyone to wake up.  I live a life with hope for peace beginning with my self.

Within my being, I kindle light to be shared outwards towards others that hopefully will trigger some uplifting thought or action.  I visualize sick friends wrapped in layers of warm love for healing.  For all children, I pray for no more abuse and for appropriate nurturing, covering their wounded little souls with light and love.  This is my peace cultivated under my own roof. It is my hope that I will  carry this compassionate light out into the world and that this will be peace.

Silence Louder Than Words

"When truth is replaced by silence,

the silence is a lie."

Yevgeny Yevtushenko

Communication is the key to relationships whether personal or professional.  No matter near or far, people create bonds through sharing words.  There are instances where we may not connect with a person for a lengthy time, but if our sharing of words have previously been strong, we will remain in sync.

When words do not flow and a silence quietly enters.  If it is not addressed, the presence of silence  becomes louder than words.  As space expands, our suspicions may become excessively over exaggerated or denial and avoidance settle in.

As we read this, perhaps certain people pop up in our memories.  Life is too short to not reach out.  It doesn't matter who was right or wrong, but a final gesture will bring closure to the deadly silence.  We can reach out in prayer, a brief note or secure a well over due lunch date.  It doesn't matter if we bid each other farewell or begin again, our communication will close the void and the energy can be used elsewhere.

I Get to Choose!

"Live, then, and be happy, beloved children of my heart, 

and never forget, that until the day God will deign to 

reveal the future of man, all human wisdom is 

contained in these two words ... Wait and Hope."

Alexandre Dumas

It was not enough for me to unplug from National News.  It was impossible to ignore posts on Facebook that did not criticize Trump or Trump supporters.  I truly felt that if we are beginning to hate the haters, where will it all end?   I do not classify my lovely self as connected to any political or religious grouping.  I am a human being who is battling the fight to stay positive and hopeful.

My father was a detective in Chicago and I knew a cross section of officers.  It seemed to me my thoughts about police were the same about firemen or ministers...you just can't trust all of them.  Some are exceptionally worthy, some struggle and some need to pursue a different career.

This is my life and therefore I get to choose what I believe, in spite of violence, corruption, and prejudice. I was broken hearted at the killings of John F. Kennedy, Robert Kennedy, and Martin Luther King, Jr.  I was horrified by the loss of friends in the senseless Vietnam War. I was caught off guard by the extreme measures during protests for equality.  I was disheartened by the reaction of friends who were hostile during 9-11.  I will use my personal resilience and my life experiences to continue to be calmed by the trees, the moon, and the stars while visualizing peace in the hearts of all.

Gift of Time

"Remember then that there is only one important time,

and that time is right now."

Jon J Muth

Over the past few months, we have learned the only reliable moment is the one right before us. We can plan on getting married, furthering our education, or expanding our home, but nothing is more important than the space where we stand.

The inability to plan impacts each of us no matter where we live, how old we are, or whom we may know.  We are allowed to live in a sheltered space, restricted from numerous tasks we once listed as vital, and find it increasingly difficult to account for our daily time.

Hopefully, we have chosen to invest our time in things that have some level of importance.  The most obvious is the home .... interior or exterior repairs; lawn and garden nurtured; or enhancing family relationships that had subtly drifted away.  This opportunity of time would allow us to focus on our passions or research.  The only important time is right now ... so how are we using it?

Unexpected Emotional Responses

"Alone with thoughts of what should have long been forgotten,

I let myself be carried away into the silent screams of delirium."

Amanda Steele

Upon opening a taped box, I found  old CD's once used for my business, 

OPEN DOORS which interacted primarily with woman facing challenges such 

as family dysfunction, divorce, career, relationship or enhanced spiritual development.

On impulse, I stacked the discs into my BOSE and continued on with my 

routine.  Awhile later, I discovered feeling unsettled, heavy with emotion,

and definitely not aligned.  Then it dawned on me!  This music had 

constantly played in the background of private sessions dealing with 

traumatic episodes.  Listening to them again, triggered memories of my

emotions obtained by witnessing one other.

Our senses are quite extraordinary!  A fragrance can stir memories, an 

object can flash us back to another time and music can be associated 

with episodes from our past.  There are many of us who are unaware of 

repressed emotions that might not appear until later in life.

(PTSD is an extreme example of this situation)

  

Flag Day and Hoodwinked

"Through pride we are ever deceiving ourselves. But deep

down below the surface of the average conscience a still

small voice says to us something is out of tune."

Carl Jung

The American flag hangs half-mast in my heart.  It hasn't always been that way, but anymore there seems little reason to be prideful.  From kindergarten through eighth grade the Pledge of Allegiance was recited without fail or ever a slur of words.  Then Viet Nam brought terrible destruction to human beings who are still suffering.  Destruction upon unsuspecting humans with 9-11 leaving scars. The violent damage of war continues to impact the bodies, minds, and spirits of soldiers and separate those who once stood beneath the one flag.

As a citizen of the United States and the freedom it brings, I find myself to be continuously disillusioned by the responses of 'we the people'.  The altering symbolism of the Statue of Liberty;  the disrespectful response to immigrants established in our country; our disregard as a  respected nation or the inappropriate reflections of the government, impacts the sense of pride.

Where is the clarity between the government elected and the people they are meant to serve?  At least now everyone is trying to cleanse both the left hand and the right hand. Can we truly continue to point our fingers at others while ignoring the cries of our own children? Our flag needs to be respected and fly high, and  'we the people' can no longer allow ourselves to be hoodwinked!

Navigating through Life

"Words can be twisted into any shape.  Promises

can be made to lull the heart and seduce the soul."

Karen Marie Moning

Never foolish enough to seek perfection, my intention was to develop kindness and compassion.  My inner strength and value seemed to increase as both compassion and kindness became a way to navigate through life.  Unfortunately, I falsely assumed everyone else was on the same page.

It is, at least for me, difficult to appreciate myself as easily as I embrace others.  There is something exciting about seeing a person's inner light with all of its radiance.  It is my flaw to not remember we are in human suits and lessons are to be learned through misunderstanding the intentions of others.

Often, I offer my truth assuming others maintain the same level of integrity.  I believe the words being spoken are truth which frames the goodness of the heart appearing before me.  As it happens, I can be misled by false intentions.  Disappointing, yes; but I will endeavor to navigate through life offering compassion and kindness to all peoples.

Holding Space Fully In The Moment

"Writing and reading decrease our sense of isolation.

They deepen and widen and expand our sense of life;

they feed our soul."

Ann Lamott

I have been quarantined for over 4 weeks.  Prior to that were the Nashville tornadoes, and I took shelter in my daughter and son in law's lovely home.  My conversations have been limited to them or with my grandson of 3 1/2 years and granddaughter 18 months.  I have learned from all of them.

When I realize I am regressing in a certain area, I can revisit one of my books or delve into journaling.  I can express my self fully without concern of judgment or reprimand.  I am not imposing on any one nor am I hiding.  I can just be fully in the moment without censors.

It will be a few more weeks before a person of my 'age' can be allowed on the streets and stores again. I question where I might go.  Truth be told, there are very few destinations in my mind, for the risk of bringing contamination home to the family would devastate me.  The definition between want and need have become quite clear determining where I hold space.

Sheltered in Place

   

     "I'd like to have enough time and quiet, 

         to think about absolutely nothing."

                            Albert Caeiro

To think about nothing sounds like an easy task, but indeed it can be challenging.  The more emphasis we place on clearing our minds, more thoughts tend to appear.  Releasing built up words onto paper before beginning or playing soft music to drown outside noise can be helpful.

If we can determine a time when we can return to a certain spot every day, it assists in the development of clearing the chatter from our mind.  Like most any endeavor, we must train our body, mind, and spirit.

To be sheltered in place, time has been available to learn to be still.  As my adult children work, and my grandchildren nap, the afternoon offers me quiet time out on the covered deck.  Watching the birds, floating clouds, and rolling hills of Nashville, it is easy to lull myself into stillness.  I wish the same for you.

I Honestly Do Not Know ...

"The great enemy of clear language is insincerity." 

George Orwell

If we hold ourselves accountable for our words, we will choose wisely in sharing comments.  To speak words of truth resonates within us and also extends clarity to the listener.  When we utter false statements, just to be nice, we are misleading not only others, but ourselves as well.

Recalling words spoken sincerely are easier to recall than falsehoods created in a given moment.  We build honor and respect within ourselves by speaking and acting honestly.  When we are known for our word, that we speak truth, we reflect integrity.

It may be difficult to put our truth into words, but we learn from these experiences.  Our honesty can hurt another person, but in the long run, they will be hurt less through the primary encounter.  If we falter not knowing our answer, it is best to still be truthful ... "I honestly do not know."

Uncharted Horizon

"An infinite horizon is like a strong current in the sea;

it drags you to unknown places before you even notice it!"

Mehmet Murat ildan

As life can be so overwhelming, we can benefit from falling into the infinite horizon by loosening our focus. Just as we learn to let go, we can be pulled by a strong current of wonderment and be refreshed. The body begins to feel like a vessel floating in still waters. 

Imagine a clean palette without an image or one drop of paint and a piece of pottery holding ample brushes.  Infinite tubes of colors are stretched across the table waiting to be blended.  Our assignment is to ignore all shades of the past or projected futuristic tones, and create upon this palette what surfaces from the infinite horizon as the vessel in still waters

If we can adjust our focus and deregulate routine, we begin to witness  things we had not yet seen.  If we don't listen quite so closely, it may be easier to catch wisps of wisdom hidden in mindless chatter. As we learn to lessen our expectations, we can enjoy smaller miracles unfolding along the way.  Be willing to float into the uncharted horizon.

To Be Calmed by What We See

"Above all, I wish to see."

Donna Goddard

Circles of Separation

Enjoying my morning coffee from the deck, I watched the clouds of Nashville leisurely form one design and then float into another.  They were enormous, appeared to be fluffy and weightless.  The beautiful blue sky was the backdrop for this entertaining display.

Hummingbirds loitered in the hanging flower baskets after a quick flight to their feeder.  The Eastern Blue birds were restoring a nest in their wooden home aging on the fence next door.  

It was a quiet morning of perfect peace.  The sun shining on my face nurtured me into recalculating my cautionary perspective of the world.  The slight breeze reminded me to remain still but awake.  My slow breath reminded me  of the necessity to appreciate life.  

Spiritual Nature Expands

"May you see, with consummate clarity of nature moving through you,

that your voice is not only necessary, but desperately needed to sing

us out of this muddle."

Toko-pa Turner

Belonging

My passion for rocks and trees has been equal to my love for the sounds of water and configurations    in the clouded sky.  Often, I watch the moon while listening to the twinkling stars.  Growing up in Chicago limited my time outside, but once I left I found boundless freedom encouraged by landscapes with singing birds, scampering bunnies, and the deer.   

Mother Nature relaxed my body enabling my mind to slow down to hear the messages from the four elements: earth, fire, air and water.  Breath work, yoga, or meditation teaches how to be still to absorb gifts from nature.  When we locate a private inner space, our spiritual nature can expand with delight.

With mindfulness, we begin to experience the flow which connects us, enhances us, and delivers creative thoughts or projects to better the world.  It is necessary for each one of us to contribute in an unique way.  It will take all of us to better this world.

This is my Sandbox!

      

"Freedom wanders in the landscape of the mind, 

 and nourishes the deepest yearnings of the soul."

Beth Kempton

FREEDOM SEEKER

There is that push at our back, intending us to lunge forward towards perfectionism.  It doesn't seem to matter if we are already excelling or failing, the pressure for forward movement feels real.  There are both artists and writers who deliberately leave a creation with a slight imperfection.

When we adjust our thinking to accept there is no such thing as perfection, we can continue to strive to be our very best using our own individual talents.  If the goal is to be a better me, we can often advance with a healthier perspective.

I visualize sitting in a small sandbox, shored up with four wooden sides.  My sand is a mixture of wet, dry and clotted sand.  I may invite you to come in if you have colored sand; but, if your dream is not congruent with mine, I will ask you to leave.  This is my sandbox! I may never create a castle, but I will utilize the freedom of my soul to create to my heart's content.

Quiet Dimension

"I've begun to realize that you can listen to silence and

learn from it.  It has a quality and dimension all of its own."

Chaim Potok

THE CHOSEN

The mind needs to be decluttered just as one would unpack a suitcase.  The intention being to empty it, we can stack thoughts on different piles to be revisited at a later time.  Some items can be cleansed or totally discarded.

It is in silence when we can hear our heart speak.  When we can be still, wisdom or sacred thought surfaces.  To quietly listen with an open mind, we can begin to receive. 

As we are in our silent space, the message sent to us may arrive as a sense of peace or calm.  Too often we expect words when there are other ways to connect.  Be still, and allow attention to come to us.  We will attract and receive when we release  intentions and expectations.

Call Out Within Silence

"When you feel at sea in an abyss of emotions,

reconnecting to the beauty of your soul can be difficult,

but it is never impossible."

"Lorraine Nilon

BREAKING FREE FROM THE CHAINS OF SILENCE

We expect higher communication in spite of the  chaos in  our brain, the heaviness on our shoulders, the pain in our heart,  the unrest in our gut, and the weakness in our lower extremities.  We whisper to ourselves, "I am just not there," as we crawl back into our deep sleep.

Perhaps if we viewed our selves as an electric outlet with far too many extension cords streaming out of it, we could more easily perceive our lack of clarity.  Eventually, we will go on over load, short out, and lose power.  And we will act surprised!

Just for now, stop projecting false images, living a life not congruent with the soul,  and lazily wishing for a magic wand.  We must do the work!  Unplug and rediscover Spirit quietly awaiting, willing to build a foundation of kindness and love, if we would finally call out within our silence.

Personal Corruption

"Adaptation without corruption is the key to personal power."

Lujan Matus

When water stands still, it can become stagnant.  Even if movement is just a trickle, the flow remains continuous.  Water can reach a sudden drop off, turning into a beautiful waterfall.  All things living are impacted by movement, whether anticipated or not.

As human beings, we are constantly faced with change which can be slow in coming or rampant with power.  The importance of change is how we personally deal with it.  Do we put our energy into building a dam to block change or do we cautiously flow with it?  Human behavior, ideally, will adjust to the change without change impeding our depth of learning.  

Personal corruption is when we dishonor or avoid our core beliefs.  If we allow ourselves to be bought or initiate harm towards one other, are we not a criminal?  With each choice of personal corruption, we do not gain power, but weaken our core.

Life Worth Living ...

                    

"if she really believed it ...

if she really trusted it ...

well, then

it was time she really lived it."

terri st cloud

The first step is to recognize our individuality as being blocked.  The second step is to unwrap thoughts and practices we have long outgrown.  The third step is to expose the self to diversity to challenge what is stored in the soul.

We cannot hope to become a fully spiritual person without clearing out forgotten debris as well as ancient negative reflections.  Once we find acceptance, heal, and ultimately let go, we are cleansed in preparation for alignment between the chakras and our spiritual heritage.

None of this is easy and often the lessons resurface and must be resolved again on a higher plain.  The destination of breaking through our false foundation, may be long, but exceptionally worthy of the elevation of true sight.  With our  roots firmly placed down into the ground and our desires reaching up for higher communication, we discover a life well worth living.

Bohemian, Unscathed by Society

"A Bohemian is a resident of Bohemia, a region of the

Czech Republic of the former Kingdom of Bohemia,

a region of the former Crown of Bohemian."

Wikipedia

One set of grandparents traveled to America from Sweden, while the other set made their way to America from Bohemia.  Both sets of grandparents spoke their native languages.  It is a great loss to me that I never learned to speak with either foreign tongue, even though my parents were fluent.

Through the prejudices of my father, I gathered that to be a "Bohunk" was just as bad as being Irish or Polish ... not all of us could be a blonde Swede.  My sister favored our Swedish side by being blonde while I was short, stocky, and dark reflecting the 'gypsy' side.

What others deemed as negative personality traits, I tended to develop with enhancement and creativity.  My interests were drawn to storytelling and writing;  participation in arts; wandering freely;  individualistic clothing;  candle lighting with perceptions; and colorful dreaming.  My heritage  granted me permission to search for the unique me and to unfold unscathed by society.