Shades of Unfolding

 

"The most difficult battle is between

what I feel and what I fear."

Virginia Carlson

As a super sensitive person, there is a broad band of energy surging through my person recognizing the upward and downward movement of others.  My energy is aware of the presence of illuminating light and deadly darkness.  It is often difficult to maintain personal boundaries as waves of frequency run through my space.

As I see all peoples as one, I am blessed to be a light giver or an energy worker so that I may respond without emotionally becoming attached.  The same is true for myself.  When my boundaries shift and emotions stagger, I can readily sit in the presence of light for alignment.

Fear has been my constant opponent discoloring the shades of my unfolding.  As the element of fear begins to flow within me, I have the choice to recognize it for what it truly is and face it head on or become less than I am, floundering in darkness. The healthiest action is compassion for my self and establishing healthy connections.

Eyes of Compassion

 

"There comes a time when we must unearth our feelings

to generate compassion for the self."

Virginia Carlson

As wee ones, we are instructed not to share our thoughts, so we keep them tucked inside, never knowing if they are brilliant or shameful.  Life continues to be confusing when we are crying on the inside, but we are told to slap a smile on our faces. Confidence in our gut instinct declines as adult actions become  contrary.

As we develop, we too often soak up the guilt and shortcomings of others, owning what truly is not ours.  These feelings carve grooves into our hearts, but create deep pockets of compassion.  None too soon, we discontinue extending the boundaries of others at the cost of our vey own. 

At some turning point, we finally discover the truth of our being and the need to remove every particle unnecessarily clinging to our sense of self.  We unearth joyful discovery realizing we really are good and worthy.  We begin to shine and the sense of life in all things, uplifts our spirits. We then see  ourselves and others connected through the eyes of compassion.