Rivet for Unique Expression

"Deep in my heart I'm concealing things that 

I am longing to say.  Scared to confess what I'm

feeling - frightened you'll slip away."

Madonna

Our feminine nature is a deeply complex formation which creates a particular rivet for the unique expression of the individual.  No two people are exactly alike.  They may be similar, but upon deep examination, there are differences just as one flower differs from one other.

To the individual woman, she thinks people can see right into her so she may hide what she considers oddities and may over extend elements we all happen to share.  We spend years searching for connections that will reflect a sense of normalcy upon us.

Life's goal to know thyself is contrary to the wasted years of outward searching.  Time and effort was meant to be used to discover differences and unique abilities needed to be brought out into the world.  We are not all meant to be movie stars or astronauts or CEO's.  Our need is to become our authentic self remembering that Christ was but a carpenter.

Gouged Sculpture

"I am my own experiment,

I am my own work of art."

Madonna

From an early age, I have been a seeker.  Hypocrisy edged me to look beyond appearances and rhetoric.  To see the heart of the matter, quickly guided me to those whom I could trust or avoid.  Simply put, I knew the hearts of others.  

The largest obstacle was to not only see the heart of someone, but to realize I was viewing his or her soul and not how they were currently functioning.  I could perceive how they might excel, but overlooked the current level of motivation.

Relationships chiseled away parts of myself leaving distrust, shame, and inferiority.  When one is as low as he or she can possibly regress, there is only one way left ... up.  The journey upward, gathering all parts of my self, allowed me to create my inner core parallel to my purpose or calling.  Indeed, I am a somewhat gouged sculpture roughly drafted, but it is so very good to be me!