Sabotage

"I am the greatest obstacle to my dreams."

Craig D. Lounsbrough

We have the ability to make our dreams come true, but self-doubt can destroy our plans. At times we refuse help or over commit. We may know what we want, but fear or lack of self-worth can suppress our joy. This impacts our motivation and drive. Being mindful of our false inner chatter can assist us in moving forward.

When we gain the strength to face our desired challenge, accept the difficult decision making, and work hard, progression becomes steady. Self-esteem and confidence increase when we retain a steady pace with appreciation for progress whether large or small. It is when we downplay our ability that our progression varies. 

Remember that we can proceed at a consistent pace if we are patient, organized, and maintain a positive attitude. Be prepared to nurture the self while unfolding these dreams. Do not let over achievement set the pace. Acknowledge limitations but proceed with praise for your adventurous spirit.

Lost and Found

"The paralyzing fear of being lost is fed solely 

by the irrational fear that we will never be found."

Craig D. Lounsbrough

Growing up, I always found a window to look out of when I was feeling lost.  As a child it was the back door window showing the empty stairwell.  At the academy it was the stained glass window of the chapel that I would mentally venture into an unseen world.  In college the steeple window allowed me to watch the flowing Mississippi River, trusting I would one day learn to flow.

Eventually, I became aware that I felt lost most of the time.   I was accustomed to feeling this way and it was the fear of never being found that ate away at my heart.  I suppose those around me never realized how empty I was, how starving for this void to be filled.

The wisdom, however, is learning to fill that void all alone.  It is when we look inside of ourselves for acceptance, not outside.  When we are able to embrace our weaknesses, and still feel uplifted by our unique self, we begin to fill our hearts with love.  First we float, then we discover a resonating stream and we flow.