The Hollow Space

"You see, some people are born with a piece of night inside,

and that hollow place can never be filled."

Leigh Bardugo

From the darkness within,  lessons have been taught through the patterns that appeared in my life cycles.  There was a time I thought these lessons were different one from the other.  As the years have passed by, I discovered the lessons were the same just more complicated.  

As I look at my life as a whole, the growing patterns are rather vibrant where at one time they seemed transparent. What was once hidden deeply into the dark has emerged refurbished and pristine.   I was in a quandary while looking at these last few years of my life, seemingly to not have time for another life goal or educational unfolding.  

Without a vibrant spiritual search and no kindred connection, one tends to float away from any sense of contribution.  One tends to grow anxious and thus overwhelmed by hurricanes, tornadoes, violence and unyielding fires.  The obscene rapport amongst leaders whether religious or political have triggered flashbacks to the fondly remembered Red Skeleton who was an exceptional character comedian.   He would have a hay day if he were alive today.