Sunday, May 15, 2011

Remaining Tight in the Bud ...










"There came a time when the risk to remain tight in the bud was more painful than the risk it takes to blossom."

Anais Nin




The process of unfolding seems to start quietly with sudden episodes of closing in on the inner self.  Withstanding seasons of wind, rain, and snow growth brings strength to hold self open stretching towards the sun in front of either friend or foe. 

Within the depths of spirituality, clearly one discovers true identity, but frequently in the midst of this earthly place fear overwhelms and ego soars out of control.  "Who do you think you are," asks the dark voice hiding in the shadow.  As if on cue, the tape recorder in one's mind instantly replays every slight, disappointment, and emotional mishap in personal life.  It is as though someone has carelessly yanked at your roots threatening depths of despair. 

Courage begins to glow within the darkness remembering the power of love, energy, and light.  The time comes to face the fear that haunts.  The presence of all that is, the divinity of life, steps through the illusion of what has been allowed to hold the inner self in place.  The movement dissolves the imaginary shackles upon the wrists and awakens the gift of freedom that is waiting patiently within.

Each time one dares to unfold, a fuller awareness begins to awaken and the need to be entirely committed to the spiritual tasks at hand pulls the self into a higher dimension of understanding.  The contrast between living life small and blossoming at long last becomes too great to ignore. 

Even with the warm pulse of spirit vibrating within, it is still difficult to let go of life as one knows it.  It is challenging to step away from all that appears to be security, to take the risk of being whole, and to be a beacon of light for those who follow. 

Once the temptation to remain tightly closed is overcome, running the risk to be whole is invigorating.  Empowerment eliminates the bind as though weeds have been untangled from the rich soil, making room for personal wholeness and invincible energy.

To be fully in bloom one feels the warmth of spirit shining and lighting the way.  To open petals with grace brings beauty and honor to the soul.  To breathe in the fragrance of fulfillment establishes an everlasting sense of joy.  In doing so, one becomes a part of the worlds most beautiful bouquet.



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